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January 10, 2014

2012 and 2013 were rough……

Two baby losses in a row almost killed me. My faith was shaken.

Then mid-November I found out I was pregnant again. Two losses in a row 2012, 2013 I was slightly terrified.
Add to that the insurance has been messed up and I haven’t been able to see a doctor.    

So it turns out the only place that would see me was the one place I didn’t want to go. UTMB.

The last time I was there I was being told that Daniel was gone. I felt sheer panic at the thought of going back.

The appt was long
I felt a rock in my stomach

And then I heard that heartbeat. That sweet melodious sound of life. Dear God please keep this baby alive. Healthy. And safe. 

There is no safe zone for me. I don’t feel confident that we won’t have another loss. But I do feel at peace that no matter what happens.

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2 Comments
  1. Sending you hope and hugs.

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