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Tears

September 14, 2012

I feel like I’m all cried out
My tears no longer fall
My heart still hurts
I still long for my son
But the tears have all ran out.
Outside I am put together
I smile
Laugh,
I am happy
But inside is still very raw
My heart is still broken
My arms are still empty
I will never be the same.
As this due date gets closer
and I should be holding my son
My heart is just broken
and sad
When I should have joy
I am getting heartbreak
It just isn’t fair.
I have to remind myself
I will see him some day
I will get to hug him
And love him
But until then
My heart will always long for him
and miss him
I cherish the good in my life
I cling to it tight
I will always have the scars on my heart
Those wounds
Where the heartbreak hit
Those marks
From my babies
Where I am forever changed.

I will never be the same.

I am a mom to two boys in Heaven.

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