I have an ultrasound in the morning
First ultrasound since the last one….seeing that our babys heart stopped beating. Ultrasounds scare my. Timothys big exciting ultrasound at 19 weeks simply showed us our baby had died at the routine ultrasound check at my 16 week apt showed me that Daniel had died. I don’t like ultrasounds.
They instill anxiety in me.
I tense up, close my eyes, hold my breath and wait for the ultrasound lady to speak. Then I look.
Prayers for a peaceful heart in me tomorrow and a healthy growing baby please.